Saturday, Jul. 07, 2007 - 10:55 p.m.
FUCK IT!it fucking BINGED today. A shitload of chicken nuggets, half of an apple with peanut butter and raisins, and a Smucker's Uncrustables. YUCK! it wishes it could exercise, but it's just so damned self conscious it can't. Only really if it's in its room with the door closed and the lights off, preferably with its eyes closed too and careful not to think about it. Wannaberexic, that's all it'll ever be. it'll never be ana for real, no matter how much it longs too. So yet again, it is a goddamn failure, and STILL can't belong.
